Second thoughts

Well, I have had a major crisis in my family. My daughter has kidney cancer and we just found out today. So, I may or may not quit this whole competition thing. I'm just not sure I have it in me to continue on with all of this other crap to focus on. I really don't want to quit, but it might be the smart thing to do right now. I just don't know, but I still haven't cheated on my diet. We'll see what tomorrow brings....